Thursday, June 25, 2009

RIP

Today was very sad..so many people passed...RIP to everyone who did, Farrah Fawcett, Ed McMahon, Michael Jackson

Especially MJ.....his music will be missed..definitely the King of Pop forever..no more thriller..=(

Monday, June 22, 2009

First Outing

Yesterday was my bday and thankfully, I felt normal enough to go out to the father's day concert at Sea Life Park. It was beautiful..and I was glad to be out of the house..I am still having a hard time wearing anything fitting on my belly as the pressure makes me queasy for some reason..so I had to wear a loose dress that I hadn't worn in years..since Z was born! We had a good dinner at CPK and then it was too much for me and I had to sleep..my body wasn't ready for all the craziness..but this morning I woke up and felt the most normal I have in a month.so I am hoping this is a sign that things are going to get better soon!! =)

Oh! I am sad I forgot to take pics of our food..since this was the first time in a long time I actually ordered something different..I was craving ceasar salad so I eat that for dinner instead of my usualy chopped salad! =) Next time..




dress- C&C California, tank and headband- F21, belt- gift from the Clothes Horse

Friday, June 19, 2009

Trying on Clothes

Today is the first day in almost a month that I felt strong enough to actually put on something OTHER than my PJs..I haven't left the house in weeks..just about 4 times for the doctor or one trip to the grocery store that made me wish I stayed home...I keep hoping there is a light at the end of the tunnel and I will wake up one morning and be totally nausea free and able to enjoy life..I am starting to get a little depressed from being stuck at home everyday and being sick and feeling like throwing up.

Anyway, since I wasn't stuck to the bed or sofa today, I decided to look through my closet and see what I felt like putting on just for fun..at least while I can still fit everything I would love to be able to get to wear things before I get too big....thankfully, my belly may be getting bigger even though I've lost weight, I can still fit my clothes and they are loose! =) I put on my lovely pair of Siwys, which I love but haven't even gotten to use them much and I can't wait to get better and wear them out at least 1 more time before I get fat =)

Sorry for the bad pic..the camera is in the car and I am in my house..hence, stuck using the camera on my computer..sorry!


jeans- Siwy, shirt- F21

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Coma Please

I have been sick for 3 weeks now...for 1 week I was sick with the wrst flu ever..then the morning sickness kicked in so severe that I was throwing up and could not even get out of bed. Doc says I have hyperemesis gravidarum or severe morning sickness and all the remedies, including meds, have not worked...its been a battle of forcing myself to drink gatorade all day and trying to eat as gross as it makes me feel s I don't throw up...so far I haven't thrown up in over a week but the constant seasick feeling will not go away and I have been stuck at home losing it. I keep hoping that one day I will wake up and feel completely better but that day hasn't come. I would love to be in a induced coma until that day comes but that's impossible..my self pity is lame and I apologize to you readers but I needed an outlet somewhere since I think poor hubby is losing it himself having to do everything in the house...I hope to get better soon so that I can get back to enjoying food and wearing clothes while they still fit me!! Xoxo