I feel lost. I feel like I'm sinking in a hole and sometimes it's worse than others..today is one of them. I am trying to figure out what I would like to study if I get the chance to go back to school and the people who know me well know me..and have the best opinions for me. I thank you to my friends..the ones who have the best intentions and best advice..I take it to heart. Then there are others who choose to make me feel like I'm not doing anything or trying hard..Maybe the intentions are not meant to make me feel this way but it does..especially coming from people who don't really know me well. I'm hurt but I really shouldn't feel that way..I know, yet I can't get that feeling out of me...I hope in the morning I will feel better and not cry. People judge me or think I do nothing..or think I'm only on the computer talking to people..I do none of those things..I don't even talk to anyone or look at people's pages on facebook..the only time I comment is if I see it in my news feed in the front page when I log on to play my farming games LOL..I don't spend hours on the computer looking at pictures or pages..so please stop assuming I'm facebooking all day long..thank you. It really offends me and if it was a joke, please don't joke, unless you are someone who knows me well....and I know well..
Ok, enough venting..I need to just make the clouds part and be able to see the sun again......SAVE ME