This past weekend we went to the beach and it was really fun. As much as I hate being sandy and dirty and salty, I love how beautiful it is at the beach and the water is clear and it makes me smile. R loves it so much he just charges the ocean even if it's too deep! Crazy! Z on the other hand, is cautious and stays close to shore and loves to walls on the sand and make little pools. I am not obsessed with the ocean and want to take R there all the time. Free fun and gets the energy out. He's a bundle of energy I don't know what to do with him most of the time. I am trying my hardest to save money and not spend anything..times are extremely tough right now financially..it's the most stressful time in my life. I am back to my 18 year old days of having a roommate and only being able to eat pasta noodles with parm cheese and quesadillas..but it's not so bad because I love those things but health wise, i don't think it's all that healthy! HAHAHAHA I hope we can look back on these times and be grateful for everything else!
MY friend who got married and R at Lanikai beachAn old girlfriend of mine got married and it was probably the best wedding I've ever been to. I love them and am so happy for her. She is probably one of the few (and I mean FEW) actually best girl friends I know and even when I don't talk to her or see her for a really long time, we still pick up exactly as if time had never passed. I miss having my best girlfriends to hang out with..I only have 1 (maybe 2) here and the other few live in other states. That makes me really sad but we all grow up! LOL
Z, the ultimate photographer
first time we have a picture with all of us together!!!My everyday life has been stressful and not. I feel like I'm in a funk that I can't get out of. A part of me dislikes myself. The outside and inside. I know that knowing is half the battle, but I don't know how to fix it or change myself to make myself a better person so I can actually like myself...=( SAVE ME
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AWWWW THAT FAMILY PHOTO IS TOO CUTE! <3
my shirt is a size S/M, whichever you think is better! should I email you my address?
hug hug hug hug hug. love you.
and looovve those pics... *sigh* can't believe how stressful it gets with two wee ones and i know i look for opportunities to be grateful, but sometimes it's just so hard! so i know it's easy to say...but be gentle with you! hug hug hug. i need to learn how to be more gentle with myself, too.
Hey hon, thank you so much for your lovely comment on my blog! :)) This post is so lovely, I adore the cake, jeez! And the beach, wow! :D I totally need a vacation like that :))
My shirt size is XS (or 34 or a US 2 I think, depending on the measurement system :)), wow I'm really curious now hon, what is it you want to send? How did I deserve this? :)))))
like yourself? you should love yourself. . . you're amazing!!
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