The last few days have been really nice and mellow. Z has been a really good boy lately which makes my entire day much better when he's not being nuts. It's funny how he can be naughty and drive me so nuts that my world is chaos. But when he's on the rigt plain everything is brighter and lighter and happy. I feel better. It goes to show hat all it takes is for the situation to make our environment better us he little things that will matter so much that it flips the switch on my thinking and perceiving of that someone or something. Even hubs stepped it up the other day helping out before I even said anything! Made me so insanely happy and I told him so. Just the smallest thing like having a coffee for me when I got up or having cleaned out the washer before I was up made me so happy. Why is it hard for men to realize those little things make the whole world better? Ahahaha. At least for me. I've never been the present kind of girl. I never needed gifts and flowers and stuff. I find the little things that make me see they know who "I" am and what I actually like that makes me happy. Yes I feel crazy. I really am nuts. I know it. I still feel this feeling of something pulling me down in the dumps but I am trying to fight it. Ugh. But it makes me happy knowing that something can make my gray cloud disappear even for a moment and I'm not stuck in this forever. Now if only I could make it last hahaha
Thank you all for the lovely messages and concerns. Xoxoxoxo
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I just want to encourage you to keep blogging. Your honesty is admirable and I am sure many will share your experience. You are not alone in your challenge. I am sending you strength and courage. I want you to know that I think you are beautiful and you are doing a great job.
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